Tag: job interviews
Blogging to no one and everyone
by admin on Jul.20, 2010, under 2010
As usual, my mind is never off. I think of topics to bring up here, but then I quickly forget. I think the big topic, is in direct relations to this thing (aka blog) I created, is that having a public blog is weird.
Yeah, let’s get weird. It’s weird that my audience has changed dramatically. It’s weird because I think that my intended audience is finding me, but is very silently stalking my blog. It’s really weird because people I know in my real life are reading this stuff and then know my stories before we talk. And I am not talking about 1 person, I am talking…like most of my friends.THIS IS SO WEIRD.
A part of me is so very weirded out that I want to silently stop blogging here and move back to LJ where I have a heavy bolt on that blog and find my peace behind knowing who might be reading my crap. Here…it’s too open. Is there a way to make people log in in WordPress?
Please feel free to comment – always. It at least let’s me know here that you read this so I am not stupidly repeating myself in public 
Anyway – job search continues. My high of getting 2 job interviews has died back to nothing. I should be working on this job app right now actually.
As for my son – his screaming has died down to just times that he is really happy. His ability to take his finger nails across walls is not showing any decrease. Things at his school/program are better in some ways. Really only in the sense that I asked for communication/progress notes to be recorded differently and I feel a calm from this change. I am still not feeling well that they work hard enough on his goals, but I know there is a careful line to cross here.
Oh there are probably a million other things I could say, but I will have to stop now because it’s already 11 and I really need to go to bed.
Oh…and it’s our 4th year anniversary this Thurs. This means I have been in a relationship w/ a man for 7 years. I am astonished. I really didn’t know I had this in me. I can tell he is equally amazed. I know this is nothing to brag about, but for us…well, after having a child…it sort of is! Yeah – us
